july 25

 another chapter came to the end. it was okay , not as great as i expected when i passed the gate. but it was okay.

nevertheless, i was grateful that i got into the university that i prayed to god for, to start and to leave the journey with the same people i graduated high school with, met a lot of cool people, heard some of the most insane stories of my life. it was extremely challenging as it could get that even if you were to offer me 5 millions to go through it again, i would gladly say "no, thanks!" but hey, i made it you see!

some people change, and there's nothing you could do to hold them back. 

the girl i knew when i was 16 no longer felt the same. another friend just drifted away but i'm glad for the only one who stayed. 

what i have learned from this is to just let go. the right people will stay. if they are meant for you, they definitely will be there for you. if not, then, wish them godspeed and thank for all the history made. life has its own way of drifting lifes apart or bringing them together. you could cry about that but don't let it gets to you for you are more than people around you . we have the power to determine ourselves and our life.

with that being said, handle everything that life throws you with nothing but ease and peace 

cool , calm and composed

life . sometimes can be so easy that it makes you go " life is so beautiful " or " i love everyone more than world". on the other hand , it can be so worst that you wish you wouldn't live to see another day . we have our own ups and down through this mysterious gift from god called life . however , no matter what happens , either you pass your math exam or accidentally drop your favourite mug , let's go through it with style which i personally called the cool , calm and composed . 

therefore , what i'm trying to say is that ,

don't take life too seriously for this is your first time living . remember , you are learning . you will always have tomorrow . for the better you . 

and as for me , i wish nothing but the best for all of us .

a poem by miss bradshaw

Jeremy and Madeline 

written by : Carrie Bradshaw
read by : Carrie Bradshaw

His hello was the end of her endings,

Her laugh was their first step down the aisle, 

His hand would be hers to hold forever, 

His forever was as simple as her smile, 

He said she was what was missing, 

She said instantly she knew, 

She was a question to be answered, 

And his answer was 'I do’

carrie and mr big 
sex and the city , season 2 , episode 7